THE BOY IN MY DREAMS

Whenever I fall asleep I hope that we will meet and walk hand and hand.  Your presence has a calming effect on my body that makes me feel as though everything in the world is right.  You make me smile and laugh without even needing to speak.  Your actions are enough for me.  I feel like I have known you forever, even though we only meet at night in the secrecy of my own mind.  But in my mind, our relationship is the only thing that matters to me.

Your big brown eyes are the first thing that always catches my attention.  They seems as though they are so deep that I can see your soul inside them as I gaze.  Your olive skin is always complimented perfectly by your fluorescent colored shirts.  But most of all, I love your smile.  Seeing it makes me shine.  Knowing that you’re happy makes my soul soar.

We’ve walked the shore of the beaches together and we’ve had dinner at a small café in Spain.  We’ve sat and watched a movie together while I began to doze off with my head resting on your shoulder.  I feel so close to you at night, but the reality we couldn’t be more distant. 

However, my fantasy shatters as my eyes open in the morning.  The love is lost and our relationship is a myth.  However, you still exist, I see you even when my eyes aren’t closed. I guess the question that remains is: do you know that I exist?  I hope someday we meet in person, because I have a lot to say.  If my dreams are a premonition of the future, I know I’ll be happy with you.